I dunno, i feel silly asking this but i have been without a drink for 6 months, my longest time ever. Without getting into detail i am dealing with a lot of other emotional stuff i am now sure but lately i have been obsessing over a drink, mostly beer and the bar and the warm lights and such now that is getting colder. Basically i wanted to feel that familiar feeling and not the discomfort that i currently am in. I went to the store and bought some Odouls to get close to that feeling and now I am all conflicted..I cannot believe i want to drink like this; feeling pretty crappy.