I posted for the first time on this site a few weeks ago. Made it a few days, then drank again, and so on and so forth for the last few weeks. i was trying to go at this thing alone. i have realized i cant do that. so, a week ago, I sat down with my wife and laid it all on the line. The excessive drinking, hiding spots, whats been going on etc. Since then i havent had a drink in 7 days. today is hopefully #8, although I am scared. We have had a lot going on in our life and stress is at an all time high. Today has been a long day, up early…I am definitely feeling like stopping for some booze…I am trying to resist. Over the weekend was hard not to drink myself stupid, now it is even harder. When will the mental anguish and challenge stop?