Well I now have 8 months clean now but I did almost blow it. I recently ended up almost in a breakdown. You see I have tourette syndrome and epilepsy both were at there worst and I just came so close to using that I actually checked into a mental hospital for a few days just for help to get myself strait and to avoid using. I found out that I wasn’t going crazy that I am bipolar and was depressed (which is a problem that I have battled all my life) and I was manic all at the same time (mood swings) so they gave me some medication to help me and I must say I am doing way better and am so glad I made it to 8 months and I can and WILL continue on.