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    Hi all,
    I’m young and live in a college town where drinking is a huge part of the culture. I enjoy it but I think I may be taking it over the line and am getting concerned.
    Recently every time I drink I black out. I have been blacking out at least every weekend for the last two years………I don’t know what i drink like 15-20 shots each time probably.
    Recently it has been getting worse. i have been getting wasted and incoherent all of the time. I pass out each time I drink with my clothes on often in random places. I wake up with random guys in bed all the time.
    i have spent countless hours thinking about how I am not going to drink as much the next day… and how ashamed I am of myself… and then I black out again.
    This is the first time i have really admitted it to myself how bad it is. the problem is that I really am kind of stuck here. I’m a junior now and so I can’t transfer and can’t really move home unless I drop out and waste all of my Dad’s money. Even if I moved home I would still be around alcohol all of the time.
    I just don’t really know what to do. Is this really bad? Any advice? =

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