Im Afraid…
I have failed again, my 3rd time…why does it seem so impossible for me to look at my life without alcohol…

I know i need to stop again but im so afraid, i get so agitated and itchy, i want to do it on my own i wont go to a centre again because it takes me away from my husband and daughter.. i need to do this myself no one else can help me…why am i so scared…