Well the title says it all. After a rough oxy hell ride that lasted almost two years I decided to enlist the help of my family, friends and girlfriend to increase my success rate of beating this beast. Well she just informed me that she can’t deal with the fact that I kept this from her. How she didn’t know something was wrong is a mystery. Never underestimate the power of denial. Anyhow, any love and support would be greatly appreciated as this is obviously going to threaten my sobriety but at this point I’m still going with DO NOT USE NO MATTER WHAT.