Y’all, I am struggling right now. I have been SUPER busy all day today and have felt pretty good. I thought today would be smooth sailing because I had stuff to keep me busy from literally 6:30 a.m. to 10 p.m. Well guess what? At about 10:01 that little voice kicked in. And I’ve been arguing back and forth with it for an hour and 20 minutes now.
5 minutes ago, it almost won.
If I can hang tight for 10 more minutes, my husband will be home and my window of opportunity for drinking will be closed.
WHY WHY WHY is that “drinking/addict voice” so damn persuasive?? How can I be so rational and so irrational at the same time?!?!