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- May 19, 2017 at 3:05 pm#42899AnonymousInactive
My boyfriend’s father is dying; he was diagnosed with Parkinson’s at 38 and cancer 6 months ago. He is only 56 years old. He went to sleep three days ago and has barely woken since. The family has been told that he only has a couple of days left. And last night, I felt a WAVE of a craving…….I’m not afraid I will buckle because I always think things through now but it made me very uncomfortable. I didn’t like it at all. I haven’t craved much because things have been great. Since I have been sober,my health has improved, I have lost weight, my energy level is awesome, my depression and anxiety have diminished and I have even started working towards my goals of having my own business. But yesterday, I felt this horrible crushing feeling of “I need a drink.”…I really didn’t like that feeling at all. And I know some people here will say I’m writing because I think I will drink but that’s not the case at all. I just feel the need to write sometimes when things get a little overwhelming. It’s just sad is all…….I’m 139 days sober and thankful to be here. Thanks for listening 🙂
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