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    Yesterday I felt so good about life. I mean I actually felt happy and safe with myself…it was probably just a facade. I had such confidence that everything was going to be ok…

    I’ve been reading about the human mind and how it’s conditioned…I’ve been trying to let go and let god…but I still keep coming back to my codependency problem…

    Watching these children (my boyfriends siblings) and my boyfriend go through hell for the benefit of their father kills me inside….I just can’t leave him…they are being 100% neglected. My boyfriend got the worst of it, he’s the oldest and feels so much guilt. He still wants to “take care” of his family, but he drinks way too much to be able to do that…

    ….and he wants me to stay…we’ve been together 5 years now, he hasn’t always been like this…i just have too much hope for him to leave….but my entire body feels like it’s being pinned down to the bed with depression, anger, guilt…

    I had so much hope for me yesterday…i must have given it all to cory…because now i feel hopeless…

    how do i pick myself back up?

    …dying inside….:react

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