I will be attending my first AA meeting since 8 months ago. It starts at 7pm tonight and although i’m not scared of the meeting itself, i’m scared that I wont be doing it right. I still woke up this morning with cold sweats but at least i’m getting more than an hour of sleep at a time. I also went to the gym today, went to the bank and even got a haircut. On any given sober day, these tasks would be easy, however, when i’m drunk none of these things ever get done.