I dont care about physical pain it hurts but dont hurt as much as my soul dont know why. I need too do something about it gonna start going too AA, Ive only been to 7 meetings Im scared of asking for a sponsor because I have too speak up in front of like 30+ people, my key worker suggested that I get sponsor. Its hard if no-one says anything I feel like no-ones gonna sponsor me. I feel like a waste of space does anyone know about getting a sponsor??
I know I gotta put in the work too but I aint started the steps yet seems scary but Im gonna do them to help myself and my family.