I wonder if it is an alcoholic thing or just something with me but I feel like I have issues with control. When I can’t “control” things I get antsy and those feelings of wanting to drink and shut my mind up start to emerge. Granted I have developed the tools not to this past year but the urge is still there. I can’t control things like what people think of me, that some I care about is hurting and I can’t do anything about it, my night courses are overwhelming, work is making cut backs and so forth……. Just wondering if anyone else strugles with control.