I am on day 1 again and determined after a terrible experience on Friday night/Saturday morning when the police were at my door. I got away with it but it has terrified me.
I went to AA twice several months ago and everyone was nice, gave me their numbers but I couldn’t face the third meeting and went back to my old tricks. I know I need to start going again but wonder how forgiving people will be.
I cannot access the chat page so if anyone wants to pm…..