I have been lying and hiding to everyone in my life. Been drinking hard for the last year by myself. Stopped and had my first DUI test (which I don’t know how I passed), gained a ton of weight, sprained my ankle, and have a permanent nail fungus. My brain is cloudy and I look terrible. Feel down in a public place.

I can’t lie to myself anymore. I want my serenity back. God, please here me.:headbange