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    Tonight while I was working, a dealer and some one I used with, independently of each other, called and texted. Each did both. So I had voicemail and text messages.

    This really makes it hard for me.

    This last week I have been talking to 12-step people who say there is nothing to do about drug cravings until I do all the steps and have a spiritual awakening. I do not expect to do all that in the next 24 hours. If I really believed them, I would have already called the dealer. (This is just bringing home how heartbreaking these programs have been for me.)

    I know that we all have to face this on our own, but I feel completely helpless and without resources at times like this.

    I am trying to keep my hope and hang on.

    This post is a pledge to myself to keep trying.

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