Hello again i been thinking after reading some posts here and now i know am addicted to vodka. why? because i need a few drinks every night i dont drink in the day time but when 11:00pm gets here i drink, do i like it yes i do, do i want to stop no i dont. I guess the thing that worrys me most is you can never drink again after you quit. I got really not much in my life no jobs around here, nowhere to go, life is just life i try my best but nothing ever works out right. What am trying to say is there other things i need to sort out in my life or am i just kidding myself.

Sorry for the rant if anyone can see what am trying to say any advise would be welcomed.