Ugh woke up today feeling crappy, in a bad mood, on my way to work I kept thinking I should just get drunk… and as soon as that thought came into my head all the others started, why not you haven’t drank, it’s Christmas, you have a few days off, and the best one “you deserve it” I hate it .. deserve what? to get thrashed feel like sh*t the day I decide to stop drinking and start the cycle all over again?
Yet, that’s exactly what I want right now, to get plastered. Wtf… so frustrating. Thanks for letting me vent.