I am a chronic relapser like many of you out there. I am currently on day 8 from mainly oxys but other drugs and alcohol as well. This time around I haven’t had any good feelings yet. I remember the other times that I went clean I started to feel really good at this time in my recovery. Now I feel sad, ashamed, bored, and just plain blah.
Did anyone else experience this? I am looking forward to that feeling of happiness and understanding again.
I am going to meetings and talking to others in recovery and that has been helpful.