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- December 27, 2016 at 12:58 am#41178AnonymousInactive
I have one of my oldest, most supportive friends in town until the new year. We have a great time together. BUT, while she’s in town she always wants to visit our old friends. Well, my old friends, she still talks to them often. Old drinking buddies. Last night we went over to one of their houses and I watched him put down a 5th of jack and some beers. There was alot of temptation there. Also a weird look into the past as to how I use to behave. So today I just dropped her off with the guys, who are all around partying and drinking and using. She doesn’t do either, and says she’ll make sure I don’t do anything. She just doesn’t understand that I don’t want to be in those situations anymore. I’m afraid this is how it’s going to be all week and I will just get to see her when I pick her up and as she gets ready to head out in the morning.
It hurts to think I’d lose another friend, or even miss her visiting, because of drugs and alcohol, but I guess it is what it is. I have to do what I have to do to stay sober. I’m almost to 3 weeks and plan to keep on going.
The one night I really wish there was a meeting and there’s none on Sundays. Ugh.
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