Hi everyone. Well the title describes it. I started using oxy about 9 months ago. At first just on the weekends but we all know how that ends up. Around Christmas I went 7 days without them and actually started feeling alive again. Then like an idiot I relapsed and had been using daily for about 8 weeks. I know this is headed nowhere but bad. I need all the help I can get as I have suffered from depression for 10 years. Thank you.