So hey everyone, first time posting on here.. been floating around on here about a month.

I’m having a hard time with accepting if i’m an addict. I’m a pot smoker since i was 15, 29 now. I basically stopped because my psychiatrist said he wouldn’t provide my meds for my bipolar, depression and anxiety if I couldn’t pass a drug screen.

I’ve always felt like, it’s only pot.. what’s the big deal?

I quit 5 weeks ago and have been feeling crappy since and pretty angry at him. I’m not a child and didn’t think it was right for him to do that. Last night I got high, today would’ve been 5 weeks clean.

So, I don’t know what i’m getting at.. just seeing if any other pot smokers have struggled, too.

Flora