Once I start drinking I cannot stop until I black out.. When I try to stop drinking the withdraw symptoms were to painful for me to follow through with not drinking. My wife drinks but she can control herself to one mixed drink a night. I however would drink 1/4 to 1/2 of the 1.75l bottle while she has one drink. lol
Now even sad as this sounds I buy alcohol every day. But I only buy a 1/2 pint. (200ml) So once it is out it is out. After doing that for a while I have actually been feeling better and have even been able to not drink and sleep normal atleast on the one night I tried and did it. My ambition is back and my bad attitude has seemed to be gone. I do not know why but I cannot bring myself to stop totally.. My brain tells me I need a night cap to live..
I do not know what to do. But 150ml or less of alcohol has to be better than .875 liters a day.