I just came back from a mile swim and for those who dont swim, it’s 66 straight aways in a 25 meter pool. I should be jacked, right? It’s been a little over a week since my last drink and i’m going to an AA meeting every day yet I’m having a hard time just enjoying right now. I’ve addressed this on my other post where I’m already thinking of the future and not living in the right now. Any tips? By the way, my alcoholic mind is ridiculously manipulative. It will psyche me when i’m trying to psyche it out. I dont even know if that even makes sense!