have been sober since end of august,life was going great,i let up on the aa meetings and got caught with my defense levels and rational thinking down! I drank many beers yesterday! 🙁
im not gonna beat myself up over it,i was camping and it just happened,i didnt fight the desire,i just did it with no thought involved,until i woke this morning with alot of guilt but as i said im not going to dwell on it.
im gonna hit up an aa meeting tonight,guess i need to work a bit harder at this.