I came on here yesterday morning cus I wanted to drink… I kept praying asking God to please help me get through the urges.
God acts in funny ways sometimes, someone in my family got completely utterly smashed and made a huge scene, started a fight, and it was just a mess… it was like looking in a mirror, reminded me of all the times I did the exact same thing. Yelling and fighting for no reason, angry at the world and thinking I was right and everyone else around me, who were sober nonetheless, were wrong.
Well, the urge is gone!! lol … thank God I’m no longer there. So blessed tonight I’m sober and I was the one talking and calming down the drunk person. That part was scary, geez am I sorry for all those times I did that.