I have been abusing for about a year now. Hydro’s is what it was. I had 11 tens yesterday and just a half one today. I’m feeling edgy I suppose and gave my last pill and a half to my husband this morning. At 6pm it will be 24 hrs since my last big dose. I could take 30 a day when it was 7’s. I haven’t gone more then a couple days without them. I was using them for my feet then for fun and now cause the pain in my legs when not using. I can’t keep doing this. How bad is my usage do you think? Will I withdraw horribly? My mind is going to want and want and want. I want to cry. I just want to be my old happy self.:react:cries3: