I had a long (and sincere) conversation with my husband about my toxic relationship with alcohol and me wanting to quit. He was very much for it.
Since then I have gone “back out” so to speak rationalizing my drinking in the idea that I will quit Jan 1 for good. I even got a perscription for Antabuse to help out for the first couple of months. I want to stop. I need to stop drinking before something bad happens.
I feel like I’ve let my husband down by drinking when I told him I was serious about stopping. He has not outwardly pointed out what I’ve been doing but I can tell he doesn’t want to be around me when I’m drinking.
Should I have yet another conversation with him or just stop and let my actions speak for themselves? I don’t know what the best course of action is with him.