Well, after testing the waters to see whether or not I could drink and still recover from my addiction, I found that I could not do this successfully. I have determined to do my best to not put myself in situations that will trigger me. The problem I am dealing with right now is that my BF still smokes weed. For him–a recovering opiate addict–it is huge progress for him to have left heroin, pain killers, and suboxone behind and only be smoking weed. I won’t deny that. I, however, am leaving marijuana behind. I am ready for complete sobriety. I want to walk the road of recovery with him, but it is hard for me to deal with the fact that he still indulges in my DOC. I plan to talk to him about my feelings on this soon, but I am not sure exactly what I’ll say.