I’m back to day one. I feel terrible. Not all that hungover, because it was in the middle of the day, so I was more miserable last night than I am this morning, at least physically. I feel terrible because this has been going on for too long. I get sober, start to feel better, then drink again. I don’t know if I can keep this up. I know I can’t. I’m not giving up on it, but I have very little hope that I will really stay sober this time, or ever. I just wanted you folks to know. If I have to be a screw-up, at least I want to be an honest one.