I had a whole week of massive binge drinking, I feel so depressed and lost right now. I slept one night in an empty and dirt house like a homeless, I never did it before. It all started after the first drink, I thought I could moderate it, but I was very equivocate. My parents are crying right now, I feel so ashamed. I was doing quite well, almost 90 days of sobriety and joyful days and then these disgraced events happened again. Afraid to even leave home now. Just wanted to share these unpleasant words with everybody.