here I am again. I have had a week and a half of not drinking and doing so well. Really feeling good about myself. My family, husband and kids, were with me and then what happens? I find an old stash, hidden in the bathroom. I knew I had to get rid of it but I could not seem to help myself from having a few sips first. Of course I was caught. they left.
What is the matter with me? why can I not seem to learn?
I feel sick about the drinking and the lying. I just want my family back. I know they want me back. It all depends upon me…