I’m going on this trip to China this summer. And they made a crack joke and it triggered me so bad. I hate how they make jokes out of people’s problems, if you lived through it you wouldn’t be joking about it. It brings back memories both good and bad, but still it’s horrible. i made me feel so upset. I just hate it when it happens. Then I responded to to it and explained why I didn’t like it and now I’m thinking thats stupid now the whole team knows I used to use crack, what a stupid thing to admit, oh well. It’s stupid. The leader of the team is the one that said it and he knows I’ve used drugs in the past, and I think he is a recovering addict himself so I would think he would know better. Sigh this was really triggering.