Well, I screwed up – I drank after over 3 weeks of sobriety and I’m SO, SO angry with myself, disappointed, disheartened….

A friend who lived abroad came over for a brief visit and wanted to meet me after work on Friday, in a bar. I knew I was going to drink because I had no idea how I was going to explain why I wasn’t going to drink and I thought it would be weird for both of us if I was sitting there, not drinking. Anyway, I drank quite a bit and it continued the next evening (yesterday evening) when I drank a bottle of wine. Stupid, stupid, stupid.

Well, back to square one. Feeling like a complete failure.