and dress form a couple of months ago when I was at the worst of my drinking and I didn’t have a job. Now that things have calmed down again I miss sewing so much but money is going to be tight until I pay off my bankruptcy by the end of this month (woo hoo).

Its going to cost me at least $300-$400 to replace the dress form and sewing machine. I feel so sad. Especially because I need something to doooo at the end of the day that is not drinking.

BTW sitting infront of the TV every night just gets really old when you are sober.

I think next month I’m just going to scrimp and just buy another sewing machine at least. I’m going crazy looking at frabric and dress patterns and knowing that I cannot do anything about it. I never realized I would miss sewing this much.