So very hard to come here and be honest and admit I stumbled. But- unlike past mistakes, I am getting right back on the horse. I am NOT throwing away 6 months of good sobriety… I have definitely learned a powerful lesson about letting myself and those I love down.
Don’t look at this as a failure.. I don’t and I can’t. My life depends on it. I know I can do it, and do it right; I now see that I DO need a program and I DO need a sponsor who’s going to pull me up short when I need it.
Love yourself, dust off and move on, because I am. sunrise rides again.