I want to be sober. Today was another day one. Eight years of heavy, daily drinking and I am female- so I know what that can mean if I don’t stop right now, and forever. I was shocked that my blood tests came back normal last October. I’m 36, so hopefully I’m young enough still that ceasing my intake of elixirs can keep me in a good state of health. I have a bottle of antabuse that I am waiting to hear from my shrink about as far as drug interactions, as I am on an anti depressant. I was feeling good, had three weeks, and blew it. I have reached out to a friend as well. I know he can’t do the work, only I can- but the support is nice and I like knowing that someone I can talk to is there.