Well kids, I pissed away 5 or 6 weeks of sobriety. Spent the last 3 days popping oxys and hydros. Gah!! What a jackass I am. I just got to where I was sick and tired of being sick and tired. To those of you that feel great after 2 weeks, good for you!! As for me, I still felt like crap!! The lack of energy and motivation was the killer for me. I am used too running 100mph from sunup to midnight and couldn’t take the doldrums anymore. Well, I’m back to square one and my head is really fuzzy. My equilibium is shot again and I feel like the tail end of a donkey. Oh well, back on the wagon again. I feel like I let everybody down, myself especially. I would have thought that after 5 or 6 weeks I would be back to normal, but alas I was wrong. I guess I have to put my head down and start plowing through it again. F’ me!!!