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- May 11, 2016 at 7:06 pm#39263AnonymousInactive
The painful reality of relapse is unbearalbe for the mother of an addict. Watching my son destroy his life with drugs, is agony for me. The death of my mother and brother due to addiction was easier than watching my beautiful boy kill himself slowly. I’m tired and afraid. I don’t sleep nights, and I don’t eat when I am upset. As long as my son is using, I am very upset, so I am withering away. I have aged 100 years in the past 4 years. I have a very strong faith in GOD and I know it’s a sin to be frightened, but I am. I have placed my son at the altar, and in JESUS’S arms time and time again. I really try to let go. But, he’s my only child. My beautiful boy. My son. He has a good heart, but he is so addicted. He just doesn’t stop. When ever he is left to live his own life on his own, he goes right back to the poison. His drug use has cost him so much. And yet, his brain still makes him go and get drugs. He has lost his money, his home, his job, his mind, and possibly his family. I am to the point where I just can’t take anymore. I’m tired and I’m sad, but I won’t give up on my son. If there is anyone out there that can relate to me, please post a message of hope for me. Thank You all so much for always being here for me. :ghug3
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