I have posted here in the past, honestly couldn’t tell you what username I used at the time. I was looking for advice on limiting my drinking or just general questions to make sure I wasn’t causing to much damage to my body. I always said I had it enough under control though, and times I knew it wasn’t under control it was ok because I wasn’t hurting anyone.
Well as of today, I have lost two jobs in two months, am going to have to completely drop out of school, will be kicked out of my apartment by next week, and have had a complete mental breakdown because I stopped taking all of my psychiatric medications at once because I chose alcohol over them.
So to everyone here: you were right and I was wrong. I have no idea what I am going to do at this point. Tomorrow I am going back to my doctor and am going to have to explain what is going on.