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    Hi…

    I am not doing the tapering thing to well. I’m not taking more than the prescribed amount of 4 – 15 mg of oxycodone, but neither am I able to go lower.

    I can’t do it alone.

    Once upon a time when I took this stuff it made me feel good. Now it makes me paranoid and depressed. I am cutting myself off from my friends and loved ones…not because I’m afraid they’ll find out, it’s more like it’s altering my mood and I’m having huge mood swings. Mostly all down. I’m so damned tired of feeling sad and no joy in my life. It shouldn’t be this way. I have a good job, nice place to live, great son, nice guy I’m seeing…….but I’m so unhappy all the damn time.

    I don’t like being a burden on anyone … So I say nothing and keep all of this stuffed down inside me and it’s slowly killing me inside.

    I am looking for a good medical detox facility in the Ft. Lauderdale, FL area. I have insurance, and have found many places….now I’m overwhelmed with whats a good place or not??

    I can probably swing a 7 – 10 in patient stay, but the rest would have to be on an outpatient program.

    I am going to lose my mind very soon.

    It’s so hard to believe that I used to be such a happy outgoing person, full of life life and laughter. Now it’s hard for me to form a decent sentence.

    Please, if you have any places in mind, or how I can find something…Help me.

    I wish I could just go to sleep for a month and wake up with a different mindset, but I realize this will take some work.

    I just don’t know where to start or what to do anymore 🙁

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