I have something coming up this weekend with some family we havent seen in a very long time getting together and they will be drinking, honestly i wish i could drink with them, because…i know i may hear negativity from some… but i just feel sooo much more FUN while drinking, i feel like a rather boring person sober, like why would anyone like me? and what will i talk about? when im drinking it just flows,i dont have to worry about anything. we have to go because it is a family thing, but i guess i will get through it. im just so nervous about it. the only thing that makes me feel better is that THEY wont be nervous, so they wont notice how nervous i am lol
crys