Have you found things about your self that are new since stopping? Have you gone back to things you used to do for fun before you started drinking? Why the ?’s, I’ve been sober close to 2 months and every day my mind seems to be getting clear. I have all ways been a guitar player, but now I want to grow as a player. Couldn’t before, cause I was to wasted to care. I also been open to other things but haven’t found something I like. It seems everything is new to me like I was 20.