Hello i have been sober for three months. I was hooked on oxycontin for two years. I go to a treatment center and i am perscribed a very low dose of suboxone. They want me to go to aa but i cannot because of deep personal reservations. They say i will never be tuly happy and content wihout working the steps. I have deep anxiety and depression. Please tell me what to do. Is thi still just PAWS. I isolate alot and am not happy with myself. I managed to lose twenty pounds though.