please help me. i don’t know what to do. i’m just so sad and depressed. my husband is yelling at me and he’s so mad. he doesn’t care any more. to him, its the same old **** all over again. i am so lost and sad and depressed. life seems so bad, so hard. i have been drinking. i feel horrible. i feel like im about to pass out, it hurts. i don’t feel good. i feel like crap. i feel like scum of the earth. i’m a bad person. why did i do this. please. i dunno.