While I was cleaning today in my apartment, I found a letter I wrote to myself two weeks in sobriety after my final relapse.

I wrote this note to myself because I was so sleep deprived and anxious about the next day at work, and I read it the next morning and it helped alot.

For those of you 2 weeks or so I hope this helps. It was just my mindset at the time…

“It’s been two weeks. I’ve been here before. But this time I’ve got it.
Quit dwelling on your f*ckups, everyone has their vices. I’m not even close to where I want to be but this time feels… different.

I wake up in the morning and worry about the day without my “crutch”. But I’m getting used to it.

I’ve gotten here too many times before but I don’t think I’ve ever felt so motivated. Life will be more content in a couple of months, I just feel it. Every day will get better. I’m more content and more aware this time.

The money, bridges burned with true friends, and times I’ve lost because I was high are not worth it.

It’s been two weeks and I know I’ll be fine.”

Fast forward 6 months and my predictions were right.

Good luck all,
Tool