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    While I was cleaning today in my apartment, I found a letter I wrote to myself two weeks in sobriety after my final relapse.

    I wrote this note to myself because I was so sleep deprived and anxious about the next day at work, and I read it the next morning and it helped alot.

    For those of you 2 weeks or so I hope this helps. It was just my mindset at the time…

    “It’s been two weeks. I’ve been here before. But this time I’ve got it.
    Quit dwelling on your f*ckups, everyone has their vices. I’m not even close to where I want to be but this time feels… different.

    I wake up in the morning and worry about the day without my “crutch”. But I’m getting used to it.

    I’ve gotten here too many times before but I don’t think I’ve ever felt so motivated. Life will be more content in a couple of months, I just feel it. Every day will get better. I’m more content and more aware this time.

    The money, bridges burned with true friends, and times I’ve lost because I was high are not worth it.

    It’s been two weeks and I know I’ll be fine.”

    Fast forward 6 months and my predictions were right.

    Good luck all,
    Tool

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