I am trying to make it the 11 days sober, but the urge is really coming on strong. I want to have some drinks. I know I cant drink tonight, but the mental chess game is all too much right now. With it being the weekend, a pleasant 65 degrees outside, a bottle of wine(big bottle) on the deck would be so nice! I dont no what to do!
I do know what to do but the mental anguish is a heavy burden right now.