After not having a drink for 45 days (longest since I was about 15 – im now 30) I decided to celebrate St. Patrick’s Day this weekend. I drank all day and night – beer after beer, shot after shot until I blacked out. I don’t remember anything. I am so upset with myself. My problem is that I am a binge drinker. This has been a cycle for me since I decided to try to quit about 6 months ago. I will go about 5 weeks or so and not have a drink and then one night I just can’t say no to a happy hour or party invite and I go out and binge and black out. Then I will be good for a few more weeks and then another black out night. I just can’t stop. Any one else been here? If so, how did you stop for good??