Celebrated a year clean last week…then went out and smoked crack 3 times. I am back in the rooms and am on day #4. I have battled crack for 20 years. The longest I’ve stayed cleanis 3 years, so I know I can do it. Still, I now have to deal with the urges/cravings that go with relapsing.
I allowed a great deal of financial stress and grief overwhelm me. I didn’t reach out for support before i chose to use. Lesson learned. I am committed to staying clean one day at a time. Any support from fellow addicts would be greatly appreciated.