This is hard for me to say… But I think I’m really not done drinking. I’m not planning to go on a bender, but I am going to try and stay off the site for awhile until I get it together, and get a couple of weeks of sobriety somehow. I don’t know when that will be- but soon, I hope. I think I’m just irritate people here, and I really don’t mean to do that. I am so, so sorry for causing concern and aggravation. I’m a drunk, and I’m sorry. I’m just not ready. My only fear is that this post will irritate or worry people- I promise I will be safe, and I won’t mix things with alcohol- I made that promise to Bulldog. Please don’t be too angry, I really am sorry.