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- October 12, 2015 at 11:31 pm#37637AnonymousInactive
Im a chronic alcoholic, everytime I relapse it gets worse and worse and I dread the detox because of the DT’s Im drinking at the minute. And it only gets worse gotta stop but cant get a detox because of it takes ages too get in there too get the meds, even the A&E wouldnt detox me told me we cant do it
because I walked out cuz I was so choking for a drink I was seeing things that werent even there and I literally was a COWARD so wish I had stayed. I find it so hard, Ive got a liver doctor because of what happened before I went yellow like Homer Simpson and had ascittes my liver is in a bad way.
Ive gotta learn a way too string my months of sobriety together without drinking again. I feel like a broken record, same old tune just keeps relapsing too the beggining.
I dont get no enjoyment from it no more just a stillness, like a numbness I dont care about me or anyone around me. I just hurt everyone.
I dont know if there are any free detox centres in the uk cuz my body aint gonna take it much longer. Ive gotta work so hard at my sobriety once I hopefully get detoxed just dont know if anyone knows of any detox centres in the UK.
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